again

During the week I got another message...

"Wanna fuck again?"

It has been a week and a half since our last encounter.

Again it got me thinking...
At least i know it couldnt have been too bad for him the last time, or he wouldnt want to do it again. But again, this is all he wants, just sex and i'm still coming to terms with that.

Despite all of that it did happen again, completely sober, fully aware of our actions...

I'm still unsure what it all means, or if it means anythig at all.