so i am now beginning to accept the inevitable truth that i can walk away now, because now there is nothing left to walk away from.

except maybe a small piece of my heart... that you can keep.

well we were a couple, then we weren't, then we were friends, then we fucked.

and now we're trying to be friends again... but it's not easy... not easy at all.

I think I really miss you, and I think I am realising that now more than ever... because now I dont have you, not one part of you.

They say life really doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself... to think about how things have changed... agreed.

Finally, a conscious decision to end this charade.

One problem... This was supposed to be my decision!

You stole my move right out from underneath me. I wonder if you had noticed that I was beginning to have doubts about our situation..? Did you just want to get in before I had the chance to end it? Or is this how you really feel?

Would I really have made the move... could I really have ended it... let you go... said that final goodbye? Well now I'll never know, you did not give me the chance.

No more fake smiles just for the sake of being a part of your life. It ends tonight.

Stop expecting change,
He's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around,
You could have anyone,
So leave undeserving him
currently listening to: TSL, Saddest Girl Song